Day1

This is harder then anything else I have ever done.  My name is Cortney and I am 31 and have been smoking since I was 18.  Thats 13 years of wasted money, time, and lungs.  I smoke a pack a day (at least) but today I am on a mission to quit!!!!!!!  I smoked my first cigg today at 4pm.  I realized that its not the nicotine I am addicted to but the habit itself.  I slept a lot today trying not to get the urge.  I am also on a weight loss journey at the same time so trying to keep my mind occupied is really hard.  Its now 10:15 and I smoked a total of 5 today.  I don't smoke in my house so with the temps dropping overnight I will hopefully have a better time tom with this. I figured blogging was a way to keep me busy and to keep track of how well I am doing.  I figured out today that my fiance and I spend 56.28 a week (at least) on ciggs that could be going towards are wedding.  That is 2926.00 a year.  Man what I could do with all that money-vacation, wedding, new clothes, gym memberships, spa and the list goes on and on.  I think I am gonna take that money and put it in a savings account and watch it grow.  Well I guess this is it for day 1!